Saturday, 21 February 2009

• I Think I'm Jealous of Your Girl Friend

  "I Think I'm Jealous of Your Girl Friend... Although she is just a girl that is your friend"

  - Alicia Keys

   

  My boyfriend has a best friend who is a girl. No offense but the chick is ugly as F***. I don't think he likes her but still I feel uneasy whenever she calls him or when they hang out. They've been friends for years now and I've been thinking that if they liked each other, something would have happend by now - and according to him, her and all of their friends, there is no romantic history. But still, I feel like I get punched in the stomach every time I hear her name. I don't want to come off as jealous but I really don't know what to do about this situation. I talked with my bf about it before and he told me that if I wanted to he'd try to limit the time he spends with her but I told him it's ok - for some reason I'd feel really bad telling him who he can be friends with - I don't want to become one of those control freak girlfriends.

  What do you guys think? And how do you feel about having your bf/gf a best friend who is of the opposite sex?

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• Better In Time

  The thing that's been driving me absolutely crazy for a while now is my past relationship, or rather, how much it is still a part of me. My ex boyfriend and I been high school sweethearts, we were even engaged at one point, I though he'd be the one I'd spend the rest of my life with. However, things happend. Long story. Now we don't talk anymore - he deleted me on his aim, facebook, myspace, told me not to contact him. It's not that I did anything bad, he just felt it would be easier for us to be apart if we didn't keep in touch. I respect his decision. I've started dating a new guy few months back, and he is absolutely amazing. He treats me right and I know he really loves me. But for some reasons, I just can't stop thinking about my ex. I thought it would get better with time, but it hasn't. Sometimes I feel like just picking up the phone and calling him but then I stop myself. I know if I called him I wouldn't have anything to say. But this feeling, this feeling that I hide from everyone, its driving me insane. I don't know what to do. It's been months but I still think about him every day of my life. I know it's not fair to my current boyfriend cause I know he really loves me and trust me I love him a lot too, but I really can't fight the way I feel. I don't know where to go from here... 

   

  Thought I couldn't live without you
  It's gonna hurt when it heals too
  

  
  It'll all get better in time
  

  -Leona Lewis

   

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